Escapades

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location: Home Ground C.

mood: blank

music: Do Aur Do Paanch(Remix) - Bluffmaster

 See sometimes I am just at a loss of words.
Like in thoughts and in words. Like I have too much to say and do but I don't know what and how should I!?!

I wish my parents showed more understanding.
I wish dreams about your prince charming and your ambitious plans came true in a snap of fingers.
I wish mum had better friends. yeah mum,friendS. Friends with a 'S'.

Sigh, I wish best friends would be more understanding...and not sleepy.
and I wish some friends wouldn't be so anal. I mean whoever said that you could see your effing civil rights to them? It's like "hey you're my best friend and you've sold you soul to me! and It's a one-way traffic.so I control who you talk to and who you don't.". 

There are times when these ordinary people in my life,who hold more significance than many other ordinary people out there, disturb me & rip me apart.
And then there are these other times, when I just don't care. I just choose to run away from life for a while,jump around,feel like a child, feel happy and lead an awesome-showsome life.

Now THAT,
is the part I am living right now.

SOON, I shall come back from my mental-holiday-trip and address the issues.
SOON.

Tags: crossroads

Posted at 12:06 am | Link | Leave a comment | 3 comments | Add to Memories | Share

location: Room Sweet Room.

mood: crushed

music: I think I've had enough music for the day.

So mum dad didn't say much. but that's what kills. and whatever little amount of words they sparred for me, were like daggers.Their taunts made me cry. 
I understand where they are coming from, but still, I am human too right? I do not blame them or think they were wrong in their reaction. It is completely justified. However,my reaction to cry silently like a little kid is also completely justified.
I am sorry mummy and daddy.
I will try not to disappoint you anymore. I really really will. I am really sorry. 
But please don't lose you trust in me. Please do not jump to conclusions. Please have faith as much as I have. 
I need your support more than anything at this point of time.
I have learnt to wipe away my tears myself now,cos I know mummy you won't do it anymore.
But just don't give up on me. Pleaseeee.
I Love You Mummy & Daddy.
:'(

Tags: 34 days to prelims, the wake up call

Posted at 11:32 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Share

location: Room Sweet Room

mood: calm

music: Silence Is Golden

maybe I wasam wrong.
But IF I  wasam REALLY  wrong, then perhaps this is the first time I am glad to be wrong(:
<3<3

Tags: rongrightrightrong. :p

Posted at 09:56 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Share

location: ROOMROOMROOM

mood: enraged

music: Cry For You(Dave Ramen Extended Mix)-September

PISSED 
PISSED
PISSED
PISSED
PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
FRUSTRATED
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
$#%^$#^%$%^^%^
no amount of vulgarities could ever be enough to express my anger everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
OH SCREW IT B#$^& B@#$&

Tags: what the....

Posted at 12:23 am | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Share

location: The Place I Call ROOM.

mood: infuriated

music: Khudaya Khair-Billu Barber

Let X be the subject matter that I have the most importance in my life.

I hope X doesn't disappoint me.
It's my largest bet in life so far.
I hate to think the negative outcome but sometimes, when people,who are much older and experienced, talk to you about it and make so much sense, you just complete lose faith in that ONE  RISK.
I really really hope that X does not disappoint me.
I feel like crying when I think about it sometimes...cos I just can't help it.
I do secretly cry about it sometimes. Cos I don't want to lose. I don't want X to be the biggest let down of my life. 
Forget biggest, I don't want it to be a let down at alllllllllllllllllllllll.
I have never desired success in something so crazily as much as I do in X.
I am keeping my fingers crossed,wiping away my stupid tears,all in the name of HOPE.

Tags: x

Posted at 11:58 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Share

location: Room Sweet Room

mood: ecstatic

music: Silence Is Golden.

Today was sweet. I have never felt so nice before. Thank you nikki.
yeah..you have been my friend ever since god knows when! and definitely,one of my most valued friends. No matter how long we talk for, our conversations can never end! I love my nikita mathur for who she is!(:
best thing I like about you is that no matter after how long I meet you,nothing changes. You're like one of those few true friends I have. We have never ever had any tiffs. We can cry on each other's shoulders and never feel the need to hide any feelings.
I have never said this so openly,
but you are REALLY one of my BEST FRIENDS. I am close to a million dozen people. And I have been diplomatic with so many people. But I have never hidden anything from you. I never felt the need to.
I guess its cos of the mutual understanding we share.I really wished we never stopped talking today.I wish we didnt have to leave.
We MUST MEET AGAIN.AND WE MUST KEEP IN TOUCH FROM NOW ON!!!
For me, Priya,Prerna,You,Varun,Rachit & Ryan are the truest hindi school friends I have ever made.
will always be close to allllllllll of you.
You know who I am.You have seen the changes in me(mentally.and emotionally.I dont mean to refer to physially.heheh)
and best part is, we have both grown together! (:
I really treasure our friendship babee!!
**hugsssssssssssssss**
kisses
loveeeeeeee for now and foreverrrrrrrrr!!

Tags: bffs. isha & nikitaaaaaa!! (:

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location: Room Sweet Room.

mood: exhausted

music: Javeda Zindagi-Anwar

 Okay. So mum dad decided to go for a One Day Trip to KL. This is our first trip beyond the lil' red dot as Singapore Citizens. We only had a day trip cos mum dad had work the next day. I salute them both for being so active despite being diabetic and well...OLD.
So here's my recount. This is probably gonna be the longest journal entry from me which is totally personal!

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Time Check : 8.45pm.
We left our house. We to Lavender Mrt Station. Yeah,we took the train. Met dad there at about 9.15pm and walked to that place near Golden Landmark Hotel. Okay honestly, speaking, I do not know the exact name of the place. I just know it's near Bina Di's house. So its a 10 minute walking distance from the station.

Time check: 9.45pm
We have reached that place, and confirmed our bus ride to KL. We were waiting for the signal of boarding from the bus crew. Surprise!surprise! Bina Di and LiL Dilaan appeared! haha. Since they live nearby, they just came to see us off!Dilaan was as cute as ever. He is only getting naughtier. And everytime I meet them, they always say that it's my influence?!!? like hello, what did I ever do? that child was born to be playful and fun and cute. I did nothing! And how frequently do I actually meet him?!?! Anyways, it was good to see them! Mum was happily chatting away with Bina Di about shopping in KL and Dad was busy playing with dilaan. Dilaan is a funny boy. He would never play with me intially. He takes time to warm up. Then he will come running after and make me run! haha. Adorable lil kid. I love kids.
Anyways, so yeah we chatted and played.

Time Check : 10.00pm
Boarded the bus but havent left yet. Bina Di and Dilaan were still outside waiting for our bus to leave. So mum dad went down and spoke with them. While I sat in the bus and looked out of the window and saw dad still playing with dilaan and mum still chatting with bina di. I smiled. I dont know why. But from my viewpoint, they looked so happy and calm. Like the world was a perfect place. And life is so perfect.


Time check : 10.10pm
We havent left yet and now  I was getting impatient. I just wanted the bus journey to start and get lost in my Musicaaaa.Even Mum Dad were back up in the bus. We were making small talk. and FINALLY, after 5 mins, the bus left! and so the journey began. The journey was for about 6 hours or so and we were expected to reach by about 4am++.

Time check : 12.20am
Awesome. I love such long bus journeys. Especially at night. It's so pretty. We have cleared the customs-both Singapore's & Malaysia's. We were definitely travelling at about 120km/h. I loved the night. It was starry and calm. I especially love the Singapore-Malaysia Causeway. It's beautiful. I had made a playlist off recently, so yeah..was lost in those songs.
Here's the playlist :

Playlist Name : Shut Up.
Total Duration  :1.5 Hours.

1.Shut Up-Black Eyed Peas.
2.Dirty Dancing-Black Eyed Peas
3.Can't Get You Out Of My Head-Kylie Minogue
4.Billie Jean-Michael Jackson
5.Remember The Time-Michael Jackson
6.Smooth Criminal-Michael Jackson
7.The Way You Make Me Feel-Michael Jackson
8.That's What You Get-Paramore
9.Riot-Three Days Grace
10.Lucky Lips-Lucky
11.Sun Zara-Lucky
12.Desi Girl-Dostana
13.Shut Up & Bounce-Dostana
14.Gasolina-Daddy Yankee
15.Hotel California-Eagles
16.Remember The Name-Fort Minor
17.Broken Strings-James Morrison & Nelly Furtado
18.Breakin' The Habit-Linkin Park
19.Points Of Authority-Linkin Park
20.What I've Done-Linkin Park
21.1973-James Blunt.
22.Clumsy-Fergie
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Courtesy thanks to Cuihua for MJ's songs & B.E.P's songs. I have been dying to have them for quite a while and I was really ecstatic when I got the entire albums from her!! Thanks a ton babe!

I especially love Shut Up, Billie Jean,Remember The Name,1973,Clumsy and Broken Strings. And of course, My allllllllll time favourite-Dirty Dancing.
I loveee the movie Dirty Dancing-Havana Nights. It's an awesomeee classic.

So yeah, when this playlist ended, I was confused on which playlist should I choose next. So I decided to put it on shuffle.

Time Check : 3.30am
I am still not sleepy. I didn't sleep in the entire journey. Just didn't feel sleepy. We were past the stopover that they have. Mum was deep in her slumber. Dad was a bit restless. I was lost in my own world. Sometimes thinking about the songs and then sometimes about how I'd dance to them..and sometimes, I would connect the songs to things. yeah. Oh well, I enjoyed the starry night anyhow. And being an insomniac, me not being sleepy was not a surprise.

Time check : 4am
And we're not there yet.And I started to feel a lil sleepy. I barely slept for 15mins when we reached at PuduRaya. I guess all of us who have travelled to Malaysia by bus would have heard of this place. It's like the bus depot for KL-S'pore journeys.From there, we took a cab down to our hotel(Hotel Renaissance). The cabbie asked for 30RM! heck! And funnier thing : my dad's bargain! 25 RM! hahaha. Trust men to bargain. Haha. But what was even sadder was that our hotel was just 10mins away from where we were! Total robberyin the earlyyyy dark hours!
Time check : 5am
checked in. Sandy Uncle was also there. Met him for 5 mins and then went back to our room. It was decided by the Uncles(Dad and him) that we would meet for b'fast by about 10am.

Time Check : 10am
AND WE JUST WOKE UP! haha. Guess we were all too tired. I told mum dad that I'm going down for a swim. Will see them all ready in an hour's time. Swimming is my latest addiction peeps. I can't help it. And OMG. Swimming here was awesomee. The waters were icy cold and the view was fantasticccccccccc. It's like in the midst of the concrete jungle, you are swimming in your mini nature island.Was funn. EXCEPT, the pool bar was not yet open.dangg. Not like I was gonna drink first thing in the morning but you knowwwwwwwwww...oh well. nevermind.

Time Check : 11.30am
And we are at KLCC Suria-the base of The Petronas Twin Towers.Had breakfast in the food court at level 4. Mum is a strict vegetarian-no onion and no garlic either. Yeah..she is like a Jain.So finding food for her is a bit tough. But nonetheless, we did! Mum,dad and uncle had Dosa. While I stuck to my loyalties with Subwayyyyy!!  Mum didn't really like her dosa. cos the curry had onion and so did the coconut chutney.or so she felt. So she ate it raw. Didnt really like it much. So we got her fruits instead. In about half an hour or so, we were done and checked out the sales going on. Shopping is tiring. but if its for myself,then of course it aint! hahahahah. Nahh. I still find it boring and awefully slow and awefully tiring. But good news  : I bought myself ANOTHER PAIR OF SHADES! YAYEEEEE! I loveee shades.

Time Check : about 2pm
We are at Times Square. Seriously a shopping palace with the best bargains everrrr. All shopaholics musttttttttttttttttttt go there(**hint hint Krishhhh**)
Its hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. And seriously goooooooooood. I got a tee for myself. Mum got stuff for didi and jiju and of course for herself too. I was happily looking around and being fascinated. I even came across a shop that would best be suited for Grace!! haha. yes! Cos Play babeee. They had allllllll the costumes in the world! you mustt check it out! haha. I swear to god, its freakin hugee. And there are like 4 or 6 levels! We got tired within 2 levels!!!!

Time Check : 4pm
We are back in our hotel to freshen up. And in 15 mins, we are to be down again to meet up with uncle and head down to Batu Caves. It's about 40mins drive from our place. So I decided to bring along my music.Any journey that is longer than 20mins means that I need my music. I fell asleep on the way there. The weather was cool and nice. And I was seriously sleepy for I didnt sleep in the bus journey and even in the hotel, I didnt have proper sleep. So took a power nap and was all set for 273 steps climb at Batu Caves.
Honestly, 273 steps are no biggie. Its just a big number. It's an easy-peasy climb. I have climbed 12 storeys to my house and that is about 200 odd steps? so this is just a lil more. Batu Caves is a religious place for hindus. In those limestone hills, they have added Hindu Shrines with a history to it of course. It's beautiful. I was surprised that mum decided to climb the 273 steps. Didn't expect her to,knowing her health condition. But again, knowing her strong religious faiths, it was to know suprise where she got the strength and motivation to walk all the way up. I reached to the top in less than 2 mins. And first thing I saw was this dude with a yellow snake around his neck! My instant reaction was : OMG. I WANT TO TAKE A PIC WITH THE SNAKE! haha. and I DID! After we explored the caves,and came out, I told dad that I want to take a pic with the yellow snake! It was fun. When the guy put the snake around my neck, I felt the snake's weight and it moving inside. The snake's scaly body was shiny and slimyy.I could feel its hearbeat! Dad was taking a pic of me with it initially. And then I told mum to take it! Trust dad to take a good shot. While mum was taking pics, the dude in-charge of the snake told me to hold the snake near its head and I was like : ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!?!? but heck, I did it anyways. And omg, I felt its head moving and eeeeeeeeee.freakyyy!!! I had eye to eye contact with the snake! and that's when I was like okay that's the LIMIT! MUM,quickly take a nice pic and I am letting off the snake! enough is enoughhhhhhhhhhhhh!
And so yeah. That was my first close encounter with an animal besides homosapiens. (I am not counting pets like dogs and rabbits and squirrels and turtles)

Time Check : 5.45pm
We couldn't go back down cos it started raining cats & dogs. So we waited a while more. looked around. And when the rain became a drizzle, we decided to make our way back down. Going down is tougher than going up. Cos when you look down, it makes your head dizzy and since it had rained, there was a risk of slipping. So we really had to be careful.Once we were down, the elderly decided to have fooood. So we went to this Indian vegetarian food shop near the Batu Caves at the base. I had coconut waterrrrrr! It wasn't as good as I expected it to be,but good enough to quench my thirst. Mum Dad and Uncle had their south indian meals. And then, soon, we made our way back to our hotel.

Time Check : 7pm
We are at a cocoa boutique! Malaysia's largest chocolate shop..or so it claims. YUMMMM. they were tempting.and unfortunately, No Photography Allowed inside but ah heck, I managed to secretly snap a few from my iphone! :P But honestly, the place wasnt as great as the cabbie was telling us! He said it was a chocolate factory! And it wasnt exactly a chocolate factory. It was more like a haven of chocolates! Unfortunately, we didn't buy any. Cos mum complained that we already have too many at home and since they're diabetic, I am the only one who will be eating them so no more chocs. After a quick look at the cocoa boutique, we walked back to our hotel and rested for an hour. And then again, made our way down to KLCC. to have a look at the fountain garden at the back of KLCC. It was a very romantic place. very beautiful and lively. We had dinner at Pizza Hut.


Time Check : 10pm
We are back in our hotel for gooooooood. Our bus back home was to leave at 1130.So we said bye bye to sandy uncle and checked out at 1045pm. We left the place by 11 and reached Pudu Raya by 1120pm . The place was really crowded. We waited and waited for our bus to come but even till 12mn,there was no sign of it! We thought that we missed it or something. But thank god, we didn't. It was just a double decker bus and since it couldnt come inside, it was outside that bus depot. While waiting,these 2 czech republic girls approached us to confirm if they were in the right place. They were indeed and their bus departure was at 12mn. They were studying in Taipei and were on tour for S'pore and M'sia. We were all getting impatient for the bus now. It was hot and stuffy inside and seriously, where the heck was the bus?!?! Then at about 12.10am, this huge guy comes and tells us to move out and go across the road for the bus. We were all in the same bus. 

Time Check : 12.45am
And the bus JUST LEFT. So much for punctuality!!!!! And this was a realllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy longgggggggg journey. Like seriously really long. We had a million stop overs and I was wondering WTH IS HAPPENING!?!?
at 1.45am : first stop over, for toilet break.
next was at about 3am : to change bus for those going to I-dont-know-where-cos-I-couldnt-catch-what-the-driver-was-saying.
and then next was at about 4.30am : for refreshments. Like seriously,dude. Almost everyone was dead asleep. Except for me cos I just couldnt sleep. It was too cold and my stomach felt weird. I felt nauseaus. I had a sprite,hoping I would feel better and it did help.
Then we had to clear the malaysian customs at about 5.30am.
And it took AN HOURRRRRRRRRRRRRR to leave from there! not that it took us long to clear the customs. We were done in 5 mins. But some other passenger had some problem of papers and what not. So we had to wait for him.I was extremely tired and yet restless. I slept for 15mins here and there. We reached the Singapore customs at about 6.50am. Cleared and moved on in about 20 mins.
We reached back to that place near Beach Road-Lavender at about 7.25am.


Time Check : 7.40am
We are back home, changed into my pajamas and NIGHTS!ADIOSSSSSSS.
I NEED SLEEEEP.This was one helluva trip! But was fun. Probably the first time when I spent straight 36 hours with my parents.They are funny people. I love them. <3 <3




Alrighty. This is probably the longest personal post everrrrrrrrr by me.

I dont care if you read it or not. haha :D 
It's for my OWN ARCHIVE ANYWAYS! :P
And krish, for once, please have mercy on me and dont point out the mistakes in this post. I am too lazy to check for typo errors and what not! I really appreciate your enthusiasm but for once, put it to rest will yeah? THANKIESSSSSSSSSSS! :P

Signing out,
God knows when I will post next,
But for the time being,
AstaLaVistaBaby!

Tags: 1d kl trip recount.

Posted at 02:52 pm | Link | Leave a comment | 3 comments | Add to Memories | Share

location: Room Sweet Room

mood: calm

music: Riot-Three Days Grace.

     
Shine.
Nicely placing those hands in my hands,
let me guide you through the forest,
let the feet dance and leaves sing,
nicely move your body so pretty.

The wind is the music,
and the waters dance to it,
like the angels twirl,
like the doves make love.

Let there be light,
in this fright.
Let the ray of hope rekindle,
in life's struggle.

Sweetly you speak of bliss,
let me give those wine lips a kiss,
let the rain bring its glory,
sweetly thou'st look at nature.

The mountains fall in love all over again,
and the clouds have that silver lining,
like a hint from the almighty,
like the sun smiling down at me.

Let there be light,
in this fright.
Let the ray of hope rekindle,
in life's struggle.

Every leaf has its destiny,
every rain is fated.
Believe in miracles,
Have faith in thyself.
-iSHA.™

Tags: shine.(:

Posted at 07:07 pm | Link | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Share

location: Room Sweet Room

mood: ---------

music: Shut Up-Black Eyed Peas

Tags: attitude. just shut up.

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